Firelight flickered in the eternal
gloom, bringing shadows to life upon the two faces sitting, huddled against the
cold, around the fireplace. The mist of their breath caught the light, and each
was momentarily wreathed in a halo of light before it disappeared into the
darkness, again, again. They breathed. There was nothing else left to do.
Closest to
the fire was huddled Stern, a young man still, though he no longer looked it.
His hair was black, peppered with gray, and sat unkempt on a head that obviously
hadn’t been washed for days. He stared into the dancing flames and warmed his
hands. They trembled slightly, though he didn’t notice it. He saw only the
flames, felt only the heat, almost too hot to bear, but he didn’t move away. He
refused to move. He moved for no man. Seated on a
chair behind and to the left of Stern was Robbins, a portly fellow in his
mid-thirties. The chair was pointed toward the fire, but Robbins sat askance.
The heat warmed his cheek and his hands, folded almost nonchalantly on his leg.
They didn’t tremble, but whether it was because he truly didn’t care, or
because he simply hid it well, only Robbins at that moment knew. One of his
hands moved slowly up to his face. He stroked his moustache rigidly,
mechanically. It was an old habit, one he had tried to break often and
unsuccessfully in the past. His hand froze suddenly, and he grunted in surprise
and irritation. His eyes moved from the vague shadows to the side of the
fireplace and watched his hand fall to his lap again. “Stern?” His voice cut
through the air, a hint of irritation tingeing its usual tone.
Stern’s
eyes didn’t move from the flames. “What?”
“What are
we going to do?”
Stern
stared into the light for a long, silent moment. Finally, he turned his head to
stare the older man in the eye. He smirked. “Do? What the hell do you think
we’re going to do? We’re going to sit here.”
Robbins
turned his gaze away, back to the flickering shadows next to the fireplace. He was obviously nervous now.
“But…shouldn’t we…go…somewhere?”
Stern
laughed. It was a cold, mirthless, ironic thing. “Where? Where do you think we
should ‘go?’” He emphasized the last word, twisted it. Robbins faced him again.
His face seethed with sudden anger.
“I don’t
know, ok!? I’m here! I’m just like you! I’m stuck here! But at least I’m not
ready to give up! I…” His anger disappeared as quickly as it had come, and he
looked down at his hands. His right hand twitched, and he growled with
frustration.
Stern
turned back to the fire. His voice was a whisper, merging with the hiss of the
fire. “You’re wrong. I’m not like you. I haven’t given up. It’s you that’s
given up. Look at me. Do I look…afraid?” Another mirthless laugh. “If you could
see yourself in a mirror now, man…then you’d who’s really given up.”
Robbins
stood suddenly, violently. He screamed from rage, from frustration, from the
indignity of the situation, and staggered toward Stern. The other man stood to
meet him.
“Stop.” The
command came from across the room. Both men froze in surprise. They hadn’t
heard their companion speak in hours. They turned to look at the source of the
voice. He stood next to a window, opposite the fire, gazing out at the frozen
landscape. He was wreathed in shadow, and they could see nothing but a vague
outline. Outside it was dark; the clouds obscured the moon, though the
snowstorm had finally stopped. “You have enough problems without fighting each
other. This is both your faults.”
Collins
turned his attention fully to the man: “Oh, that’s convenient! So it’s not your
fault, of course. I should have expected this. You’re worse than Collins.”
“My fault? You would say so, of course. But have
you stopped yet to think about why? God knows you’ve had enough time.” He had
turned his head to face them now, and they saw the glimmering firelight
faintly reflected in his eyes. “But I can see that it’s hopeless. I won’t
convince you of anything. Sit down, both of you. Go back to whatever it was you
were doing.” The disdain was obvious in his voice.
Both of the
other men looked incensed now. Stern replied sarcastically, “Ok, right. And
we’ll let you go back to all the important things you’ve been busy doing, if
that’s fine with you.”
The other
man turned back to the window. Minutes passed, until finally Stern shook his
head and sat back down, facing the fire again. Collins remained standing for a
few moments longer, and then sat down in his chair, facing the darkness next to
the fireplace again. “Bloody hypocrites,” he whispered, just loud enough for
the the sound to carry across the room.
The man
standing next to the window smiled with genuine mirth, but didn't turn away from
his vigil. The clouds had broken, and now the moon shone down upon the coat of
fresh snow covering the ground, the trees, everything. His eyes scrutinized the
border of the clearing, searching for something. “Destiny” he mumbled under his
breath. The minutes passed slowly. Suddenly, he turned away from the window,
back toward his companions. They hadn’t moved since their argument. They hadn’t
felt anything yet, hadn’t felt the cold touch of fate pulling at them. “It
won’t be long now” he whispered. Both men turned to face him.
“What?”
said Stern
“What do you mean?” whispered Robbins.
A crash sounded somewhere in the cabin, followed by a low growl. The front door. The man picked up a scythe that had been leaning against
the wall and stepped from the shadows. “Destiny,” he said. |