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Name: Mati
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 9/26/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Shamelessly copied from my MySpace... soccer, math, not having to do work, sleeping (occassionally), soccer (yes, again), more soccer (seriously, for like hours every day. freestyle juggling=awesome)
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Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 10/10/2005

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Monday, April 24, 2006

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Dani California
By Red Hot Chili Peppers
Dani California
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Hoc tempore obsequium amicos, veritas odium parit.


Monday, March 27, 2006

Currently Listening
Kind of Blue
By Miles Davis, John Coltrane, Cannonball Adderley, Bill Evans
All Blues
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Er...  <----- never piss them off

Russian squirrels...scare me...

Edit: omg this is sooooo cooooool! modern science/technology = awesome:

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

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Scott Joplin: Greatest Hits
Maple Leaf Rag (such happy music!!!)
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So lemme see...today I became ill. Desperately ill. I've practically got one foot in the grave already. Basically, it feels...exactly like having a sunburn...over your entire body. Every bit of it. It's like...I went to the beach and rolled around naked until I was evenly sunburned over my entire body, and then went for a swim and got a crab stuck in my throat. And I like...pulled a muscle in my right arm. Basically, I'm awesome. It's actually kinda cool. haha. yeah...

And also. I was taking a shower today. And I think my shower is possessed. I turned it off and left. And then I walked past, and it was dripping, so I went to turn it off. And it stopped just as I got there. So I left again. And I came back. And it was dripping. And I was pissed. And the priest is coming on Tuesday to exorcise it.

Ummm. I also drove past the popo at 45 mph on Moraga Road today on my way to Longs. Where I bought exquisite orange tic tacs. Luckily he was going in the opposite direction, so if he even noticed he didn't turn around. Close call...haha.

And I should also say that I'm writing this during a break from studying for bio. test. test fucking test. fucking tomorrow. And of course...my book has been forgotten at school...not my fault! Se me olvidó en la escuela! It forgot itself! The Spanish say so! It must be true...anyway...that means I can't study...and there's 5 fucking chapters to learn...which will happen tomorrow during band. That means...about 1 chapter every 10 mins...which is probably on average like 3 pages per minute...which means 1 page/20 secs. woohooo!

Loving life...

Update: Benstein yelled at me today in band for having my bio book open. It was sweet.


Sunday, March 19, 2006

Currently Listening
Selected Works: 1972-1999
By The Eagles
Hotel California
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Hmmm...it's been a while since I've posted anything here, so for your amusement I've decided to post 2 things today! Yay! First, my usual what's-been-going-on-in-Mati's-life-and-random-thoughts-about-nothing post:

A few things come to mind. Not very exciting things, mostly. But whatever. First of all, I have an aphorism for you. I think it's an aphorism. Something like that. It's where I tell you what not to do, because I've done it before and it's a really stupid idea with no possible good consequences. Yes...aphorism I think.

1. Cuteth not the vegetables with one eye closed, for it doth screw with thy depth perception.    
(= bad...fyi)

Ok. You have been enlightened. Yay!

Another thing. You should all go see "V for Vendetta." It's the most awesome movie ever. I sat there after it was over, waiting for it to start again. Then it didn't, so I left and went to the bookstore and bought a book on Quantum Mechanics, which was hilarious cause the cashier people were staring at me and like talking about it and when I was leaving this guy walked past and said "enjoy your quantum mechanics." I lol'd.

But anyway...back to the movie. It is awesome. It has amazing knife-wielding fight scenes, powerful intrigue, a subtle political message, and a protagonist who is too cool to describe in words. He's like a modern poet-philosopher-warrior  with a tortured mind, lotsa daggers, an awesome mask, a cloak, and an amazing underground lair hidden right in the middle of the evil government's capital. Just wow. I like...want to be him.

And there's this part at the end where he's facing all these (well...I can't give it away, so I'll just say this...) bad guys, and the main bad guy says something like: "You can't beat us all. You have only your karate and your daggers. We have guns." And he's like "No, *guy's name/title/whatever*. You have bullets, and the hope that once you run out of bullets, I am no longer standing. Because if I am, you will all be dead before you can reload." And then later he says something like "ima kill you" and the bad guy says "Bollocks...and how do you see that happening?" And the guy replies (surrounded by all these people with guns) "with my hands around your throat." SO COOL!

Right...I wanna see this movie again. If anyone wants to come, lemme know. :P

And one other thing...today I was catching up on all my journal writing/still am, and I felt like writing a little story thing. So I did. And I kinda liked the idea, though I've decided the story needs a lot more work/stuff. Like...I basically wrote the beginning and the end. The middle needs more...substance. And I'm sure there's lots of conflicting images and things that don't make sense...but I have posted it anyway. It's right down there, under this one. And it's meant to be read in the dark, of course. So yes, tell me what you think. Honestly. And at some point I will maybe write the middle part where the characters interact more. Yeah...time to finish writing journal stuff now. And then time to read "Heart of Darkness." Woohoo! I'm...excited. Not really. Mostly I'm tired. Bye.


Currently Listening
Saint-Saens: Symphony No. 3; Danse macabre; Poulenc: Organ Concerto
Danse Macabre :)
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Firelight flickered in the eternal gloom, bringing shadows to life upon the two faces sitting, huddled against the cold, around the fireplace. The mist of their breath caught the light, and each was momentarily wreathed in a halo of light before it disappeared into the darkness, again, again. They breathed. There was nothing else left to do.

            Closest to the fire was huddled Stern, a young man still, though he no longer looked it. His hair was black, peppered with gray, and sat unkempt on a head that obviously hadn’t been washed for days. He stared into the dancing flames and warmed his hands. They trembled slightly, though he didn’t notice it. He saw only the flames, felt only the heat, almost too hot to bear, but he didn’t move away. He refused to move. He moved for no man.

            Seated on a chair behind and to the left of Stern was Robbins, a portly fellow in his mid-thirties. The chair was pointed toward the fire, but Robbins sat askance. The heat warmed his cheek and his hands, folded almost nonchalantly on his leg. They didn’t tremble, but whether it was because he truly didn’t care, or because he simply hid it well, only Robbins at that moment knew. One of his hands moved slowly up to his face. He stroked his moustache rigidly, mechanically. It was an old habit, one he had tried to break often and unsuccessfully in the past. His hand froze suddenly, and he grunted in surprise and irritation. His eyes moved from the vague shadows to the side of the fireplace and watched his hand fall to his lap again. “Stern?” His voice cut through the air, a hint of irritation tingeing its usual tone.

            Stern’s eyes didn’t move from the flames. “What?”

            “What are we going to do?”

            Stern stared into the light for a long, silent moment. Finally, he turned his head to stare the older man in the eye. He smirked. “Do? What the hell do you think we’re going to do? We’re going to sit here.”

            Robbins turned his gaze away, back to the flickering shadows next to the fireplace. He was obviously nervous now. “But…shouldn’t we…go…somewhere?”

            Stern laughed. It was a cold, mirthless, ironic thing. “Where? Where do you think we should ‘go?’” He emphasized the last word, twisted it. Robbins faced him again. His face seethed with sudden anger.

            “I don’t know, ok!? I’m here! I’m just like you! I’m stuck here! But at least I’m not ready to give up! I…” His anger disappeared as quickly as it had come, and he looked down at his hands. His right hand twitched, and he growled with frustration.

            Stern turned back to the fire. His voice was a whisper, merging with the hiss of the fire. “You’re wrong. I’m not like you. I haven’t given up. It’s you that’s given up. Look at me. Do I look…afraid?” Another mirthless laugh. “If you could see yourself in a mirror now, man…then you’d who’s really given up.”

            Robbins stood suddenly, violently. He screamed from rage, from frustration, from the indignity of the situation, and staggered toward Stern. The other man stood to meet him.

            “Stop.” The command came from across the room. Both men froze in surprise. They hadn’t heard their companion speak in hours. They turned to look at the source of the voice. He stood next to a window, opposite the fire, gazing out at the frozen landscape. He was wreathed in shadow, and they could see nothing but a vague outline. Outside it was dark; the clouds obscured the moon, though the snowstorm had finally stopped. “You have enough problems without fighting each other. This is both your faults.”

            Collins turned his attention fully to the man: “Oh, that’s convenient! So it’s not your fault, of course. I should have expected this. You’re worse than Collins.”

            “My fault? You would say so, of course. But have you stopped yet to think about why? God knows you’ve had enough time.” He had turned his head to face them now, and they saw the glimmering firelight faintly reflected in his eyes. “But I can see that it’s hopeless. I won’t convince you of anything. Sit down, both of you. Go back to whatever it was you were doing.” The disdain was obvious in his voice.

            Both of the other men looked incensed now. Stern replied sarcastically, “Ok, right. And we’ll let you go back to all the important things you’ve been busy doing, if that’s fine with you.”

            The other man turned back to the window. Minutes passed, until finally Stern shook his head and sat back down, facing the fire again. Collins remained standing for a few moments longer, and then sat down in his chair, facing the darkness next to the fireplace again. “Bloody hypocrites,” he whispered, just loud enough for the the sound to carry across the room.

            The man standing next to the window smiled with genuine mirth, but didn't turn away from his vigil. The clouds had broken, and now the moon shone down upon the coat of fresh snow covering the ground, the trees, everything. His eyes scrutinized the border of the clearing, searching for something. “Destiny” he mumbled under his breath. The minutes passed slowly. Suddenly, he turned away from the window, back toward his companions. They hadn’t moved since their argument. They hadn’t felt anything yet, hadn’t felt the cold touch of fate pulling at them. “It won’t be long now” he whispered. Both men turned to face him.

            “What?” said Stern

 “What do you mean?” whispered Robbins.

A crash sounded somewhere in the cabin, followed by a low growl. The front door. The man picked up a scythe that had been leaning against the wall and stepped from the shadows. “Destiny,” he said.



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